forever unknown

forever un-known
Forever un-used
forever wondering why

New everything

New Everything?
Well thats interesting to hear...

Nevers racing
nail bitting
pulse rising

I feel so alone here
no one is here tomake me feel safe

Wondering what I'll find
and the hunger comes
all I want to do is just scream at myself

For last time
for this time
for all the times

I have messed up

Empty

Empty
No longer living
Never a trace of hope

Nevery a light of wanting
You think you can open your doors
The privacy you have been keeping to your self
ONLY YOU

But you think with this person it will
Never end
Intrunal love

You must be kidding
Right........
That door slams right in your face

You try and reach out seeing if there is a rope to cling onto
but all you get is air
falling down into a pit of nothing
Why did this have to happen to something so beautiful
So pure

Just wanting to feel love
Just wanting to trust again.
But NEVER can again

All I ever do is waking up screaming and crying
All I every do is just cry

wong turn

Looking through the window of life
Where are people supposed to go?
How are we supposed to act?

Were we boren
To just satify other peoples pleasures?
What if we dont go though with the
PLANNED TIME  LINE

What would happened if I just stood up and said
FUCK YOU!
Would everything come crashing down?
Sometimes I think I am just too scared to change

To scared to pass though that box
The box that will make me different

But I need to escape this bull shit
Need to get away for a while
Done!

Drunken stooper

HAHA
well thats a funny name
but its a funny game

never know where you'll go
and you'll never know

try hard not to see but
its too hard not too look

twisted love

tiwsted love
knowing at any moment it could

END

not wanting it to end
Twisted love

Wondering how you got here
Wanting more

Twisted love

child

child can you hear me!
Child ANSWER!!!
Child are you still awake

child why wont you talk
Child you need to answer
Child i am worried about u

Child where is your father
Child lets get you out of here
Child dont say no this is not healthy
child listen to me

Child i'm going to save you
Child stop crying
Child you're going to be okay
Child i'm going to get you away from here

Child don't stop breathing
Child we need to go
Child, Child, Child



In a flash that child could be gone, never let go
never let anyone do this to your child
never lay a hand on your child or any child

they are like a flower
Dont let them die

CHILD!!! CHILD!!!!
gone
CHILLLLDDDD!!!!
why did you have to go though this?
What did you do to get this?