your eyes are camera's

You're eyes are the portal
The portal into the future
Take what you want from it

A Fresh New Start

Have you ever though you would be alone?
Feeling as if you dont know where to turn?

Its like being in a hall of a thousand doors.
Pick the right one and you might have a bright future.
But if you dont, what will go wrong?

i hate this feeling,
getting so close to people, opening that door into a bright light
open all the sores, than all of a sudden
SHUT!!!!!!!! right on you're face,
Leaving you stunned, in awe of that just happened.

people never get close for this reason,
Walls always up, never coming down
I wish I could find that person i can truely open up to,
expose all my secrets, trust with every fiber of my body,
i ach to tell part of my story, but i cant tell it to anyone

People come and go, but thought that crowd
will there be anyone left,
faces bluring past my eyes. but can i see a shape of a real face
a real raw face, i long for trust, i long for it.

i never thought i would have to be this bottled
never this covered.