Left

Left
you left me!
you hurt me
you don't know how much you hurt me

My heart will grow
                         STRONGER

Light me life

Light me Life!
light me life
light me a little love
with a lighter in hand
and a heart that doesn't want to be hurt

Flesh comes to close to the flame.
sizzle

Light me life
Light me away
make me forget
make me better with a lighter in hand

Safety over love
but love feels so good on my flesh!
stumble!
rocks in the way of the true fire

Love or Not

Love! or Not?

Will you
              love me forever?
Will you
                             sweep me off my feet?
Will you
                     make me smile?
Will you
                                   make me laugh?

Yes? No?
I need to know
    I want to know

                                          Forever my love

Just like the word hate,  
                                                    LOVE
is a strong word that means a lot,

                     SO
                           WILL
                                   YOU
                                           LOVE
                                                    ME
                                      FOREVER
                                OR 
                          WILL
                    YOU
               LET
                                                              ME
                                                                            GO????      

Mad

Mad
It's mad
To think you're, your own self
It's mad
To be your own self,
not copying any one person
not stealing a style
Just being your own plain self
IT'S MAD
Aren't you?

Robots and masks

Life, Twisted
in ways you're attracted to
but in ways your not

Being twisted,
is it a state of mind?
or
is it just how you really are?

Who are we?
some sexed up robot?
Some kind hearted pussy?
I guess we shall never know
But look at your self for a second

Is this really how you wanted it?
Are you really happy?
or
Is it just a mask you put on,
everyday so you don't have to show,
people your feelings? Emotions?

Hight

The high is great
The sniff is even better
But the coming down is
HORRIBLE!

Falling down the hole,
Devils hand
Nails digging in

Pupils growing with
The speed of my heart
Jaw gets tight
F-I-D-G-E-T
Move slowly
As if I'm in jello
Smell beauty in my body
My soul lifts
T-O-U-C-H
Fingers explore
S-O-F-T
Fingers dig into skin
H-E-A-T overwhelms

Wanting more
Heat hurts but so addicting
F-E-E-L
Water dripping
Hands navigate
Turn on water, Drink

A moment of pure A-W-E
Emotions come out
Eyes roll back
Gears turn....back and forth
Look into life before you
DONE

Gave up my life for you

NEVER AGAIN!

i love you.

but i will never see you

AGAIN!!!!

But how I miss you so

the feeling you gave me

The blood

Surpassing the sore
surpassing reality
Making the mouth awe
in pain beauty is made
mouth drops, blood flowing
Red Rubies, color of love
never looking right, controll
you'll never be the same.

Clean up, dry off
never looking at the past
cant
pain come back
not a friend
not wanted

Relax nothing to get worked up about
CALM